November 17th, 2008
|02:20 pm - cannot sleep|
Struck with a bout of insomnia? Man, I grow tired of the sleep-for-twelve-hours for two days than sleep-for-three-hours for two rhythm I've somehow managed to slip into.
Still... sleep-deprivation is pretty fun. I guess I shouldn't bitch too hard.
Life has been strange and turbulent and strangely... edifying? I suppose I should be grateful for that aspect.
Still haven't been able to create for shit these days, but I think I need to re-establish some sort of schedule? I'm so used to someone else being my task master, it's really hard to step into that role. But I suppose I'm ready, and I'm certainly willing. Authenticity, here I come...?
Current Mood: groggy
October 22nd, 2008
|02:23 am - Grrr.|
Block. block. block.
I'm only working two days, and I haven't really done anything to reach my goals. I just have no mental energy for creation. Boo-hoo. I have managed to read about 20 books though.
August 24th, 2008
Sometimes I just need to remind myself that it's all choice. I can drop everything and walk away whenever I choose.
June 5th, 2008
|10:16 pm - Woo-hoo!|
Salman Rushdie is coming to town!
Well, almost. He'll be in Beaverton.
May 21st, 2008
|05:05 pm - passing time w/ a quiz....|
Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP)
Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive.
Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all men
You are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.
Elegant and romantic, eh? Not necessarily adjectives I would use to describe myself.
May 2nd, 2008
|03:40 am - dark-eyed and morose.|
I've been so terribly, terribly moody. Which only exasperates the situation. I guess I'm in a kind of state of mourning. Now that I'm finished with my comic, a serious chapter has ended in my life. I feel sort of groundless and ineffectual.
Perhaps my visit home will lift my spirits?
Doubtful, but I'm not feeling the usual stress that Lawrence usually conjures for me. True, I did burst into tears at the thought of phoning my mother (where the hell that came from, I'm still trying to sort out), but I'm not worried about dealing with any ghosts from my past. Perhaps I've been able to provide them with a proper burial?
Maybe I'll focus on that. That seems to make me pleased.
Current Mood: moody
April 15th, 2008
|11:31 am - Extra fancy!|
In honor of me finally completing my comic, I got a new tattoo. I would include a picture, but I gave my camera away to a photographer friend in need.
It's neat, tho.
Current Mood: pleased
March 27th, 2008
Why are people so interested in my sexual orientation? People I barely know are constantly asking me what gender I'm into. I feel weird, because I'm instinctively evasive with my answer. Mostly because I'm not really interested in naked-touchy time with any gender at this time, but it also strikes me as this incredibly banal question, and I hate giving a straight answer to a banal question. <--- pun slightly intended
March 6th, 2008
|12:38 pm - I am sad.|
Gary Gygax, man.
March 4th, 2008
tv + cheez-its = the death of me.