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September 5th, 2009

06:53 pm - jumping on the ST bandwagon Your results: You are Jean-Luc Picard Jean-Luc Picard 60% Data 60% James T. Kirk (Captain) 60% An Expendable Character (Redshirt) 55% Uhura 50% Spock 50% Chekov 45% Mr. Scott 45% Will Riker 40% Deanna Troi 40% Geordi LaForge 40% Beverly Crusher 25% Leonard McCoy (Bones) 20% Worf 0% Mr. Sulu 0% A lover of Shakespeare and other fine literature. You have a decisive mind and a firm hand in dealing with others. Click here to take the "Which Star Trek character am I?" quiz...

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March 16th, 2009

04:22 am - Overdue update Heh, it's been awhile since I've updated, as Sherrie has just pointed out to me. So... what is new with me? Unfortunately, I've been a big unemployed loser who spends a lot of her time on the computer, playing incredibly pointless games. But... there are advances that I'm taking, too. Like... um... Well, my relationship with my mother has improved so incredibly much. It's exciting, because I've always wanted that connection, that approval from her. And now, I have it. Wooo! It's only taken us 27 years to get to that point. Progress in the accordion is slow but steady. Once I realized that I don't really want to do anything but make my own songs, it's been a lot easier. Still wish I could read music, but that'll come later. And also! On Wednesday, I'm going on a 2-3 week vacation with Owen. We'll be going through Utah and Colorado mostly, and we're going to see big cool rocks and he's psyched that I'm bringing the accordion with me, so hopefully I'll have some practice time in Goblin Valley. God that was incredibly dull, I'm sure. But I suppose I'm pretty boring, so what can one expect? Current Mood: amused

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November 30th, 2008

07:02 pm - Sheesh I don't want to work today. It's a good thing I am working, because otherwise I would be broke and couldn't pay my bills or feed my cat, but there MUST be a better way to make money. Eh, probably not at this point. I shouldn't really bitch about only having to work 16 hours or so a week and be able to support myself. And I'm certainly not ready to try and earn a living through my music or doodles. But...? I've got it good, though. Even easy. But there's just something so soul-crushing about waiting tables. At least I like to smile. Current Mood: apathetic

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November 20th, 2008

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November 17th, 2008

02:20 pm - cannot sleep Struck with a bout of insomnia? Man, I grow tired of the sleep-for-twelve-hours for two days than sleep-for-three-hours for two rhythm I've somehow managed to slip into. Still... sleep-deprivation is pretty fun. I guess I shouldn't bitch too hard. Life has been strange and turbulent and strangely... edifying? I suppose I should be grateful for that aspect. Still haven't been able to create for shit these days, but I think I need to re-establish some sort of schedule? I'm so used to someone else being my task master, it's really hard to step into that role. But I suppose I'm ready, and I'm certainly willing. Authenticity, here I come...? Current Mood: groggy

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October 22nd, 2008

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May 21st, 2008

05:05 pm - passing time w/ a quiz.... Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP) Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive. Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all men You are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality? Elegant and romantic, eh? Not necessarily adjectives I would use to describe myself.

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May 2nd, 2008

03:40 am - dark-eyed and morose. I've been so terribly, terribly moody. Which only exasperates the situation. I guess I'm in a kind of state of mourning. Now that I'm finished with my comic, a serious chapter has ended in my life. I feel sort of groundless and ineffectual. Perhaps my visit home will lift my spirits? Doubtful, but I'm not feeling the usual stress that Lawrence usually conjures for me. True, I did burst into tears at the thought of phoning my mother (where the hell that came from, I'm still trying to sort out), but I'm not worried about dealing with any ghosts from my past. Perhaps I've been able to provide them with a proper burial? Maybe I'll focus on that. That seems to make me pleased. Current Mood: moody

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April 15th, 2008

11:31 am - Extra fancy! In honor of me finally completing my comic, I got a new tattoo. I would include a picture, but I gave my camera away to a photographer friend in need. It's neat, tho. Current Mood: pleased

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March 27th, 2008

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December 13th, 2007

03:12 pm I'm sick. And in the strangest headspace. Really, it's like I'm miles away from my body... and yet residing in it. Weird. Current Mood: strange

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October 29th, 2007

10:35 am - Awake! For no good reason. I should be sleeping... or in the very least performing the tasks I need to perform before I go to Japan. ...but instead I just kinda sit here and drool on myself. Durrrr.... click.... thump. Current Mood: blank

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September 10th, 2007

06:20 am - Blargh. I have all these people that I owe letters/e-mails to, and this would be the perfect time to keep up on my correspondence but I'm just in such a fowl fucking mood. There are days at work where I must project this "abuse me" vibe... 'cause people sure like to heap all their psychological shit on me. I'm just trying to work, make some money, earn those survival tix.. I'm not out to be an asshole or make you feel like less of a human being. When I tell you "no", it's not because I'm a sadistic cunt; it's because I'm efficient. Goddamn humans. Current Mood: stressed

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June 15th, 2007

09:54 am - Unfortunate epiphany Realized this morning, as I was drifting off to sleep, that Home Shopping Network is my mother figure. That's gonna keep me up for awhile.... shudder. Current Mood: disturbed

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June 9th, 2007

09:00 pm - Sad for me. I have shingles of the face. It is very painful and I look like a troglodyte. Boo hoo. Poor fucking me. Current Mood: in pain

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May 5th, 2007

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